Tension Prelude

Tension, I can feel it pulling
grasping at my heart and plucking its strings
Telling me I’ll never be enough
that hope is lost
If I don’t give in, I won’t be happy
If I say no I won’t truly live
Tension, I know it’s pulling

I’m lost amidst the silent chaos
the one only I can hear in my thoughts
making my stomach turn, making my head hurt
Can you hear this scream?
this cry for help?
This loss of joy
In the silent chaos I am lost

I long for truth, for beauty of light
This tension pulling has become too close a friend
My soul wants to be free, my mind needs peace

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